what I've got myshelf into...

I saw this list on my girl Tania's blog...
I'm doing one today...then I'm gonna do another one in 3 months from today.

i am: trying to be happy
i think: too little of myself
i have: a lot to learn
i don't: know when to quit
i can't: keep my scraproom clean
i can: change
i will: lose 20 pounds before May 9th
i won't: gain my weight back
i miss: shopping with my gramma
i feel: hopeful
i hear: Sam singing happy birthday...
i smell: like Bath&Body...Brown Sugar and fig. body cream.
i crave: attention
i wonder: what May will bring
i regret: not going to art school
i love: my dog laying beside me when I'm on the puter.
i dream: of going back to New York City
i long: to be content
i care: to much about things I can't control
i always: have to have the last word
i am not: who I want be...
i believe: I can be
i sing: in the car...very loud & never get all the words right.
i smile: at babies with pig tails
i laugh: at every episode of America Funniest Video, even if I've seen it a hundred times.
i collect: stars
i play: on the computer...trying to learn, how to do new stuff.
i write: to fast
i cook: not enough
i trust: my gut instinct
i intend: to get a tattoo
i search: peoples faces for the truth
i look: like the weight of world to on my shoulders
i shout: at luke to much in the backyard
i whisper: i love you in my dogs ear.
i conquer: giving up...everyday
i listen: with my heart...
i ignore: people sometimes
i live: with what I do right or wrong...